i'm so bad, now

now, i heard a news.
and i think, it will be a good news for me and my family or will be a bad news?
my parents think about this and they respon is ordinary thing.
i thinks, if the news spread, this will damage the good name of the family.
my opinion won't be accepted by they cause i was a child and would'nt understand about the problems of adults.
i'm so sad..
i think i want to go out of this.
moreover, my opinion who maybe can help this problem to be finished.
Oh, God, please help me and my family.